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  • White Flag in the Void: A Recovery Poem

    The poem explores themes of despair and invisibility, depicting a struggle against overwhelming pain and a sense of loss. The speaker feels overlooked and misunderstood, expressing how their suffering is appropriated by others. Ultimately, they resign to their fate, embodying… Continue reading

  • Breathe. Recalibrate. Breathe. Repeat.

    Jason Mayo, a founder and writer, reflects on his 16 years of sobriety, acknowledging ongoing struggles with anxiety and self-doubt. He emphasizes the importance of connection and reaching out for support rather than isolating. Recovery is a continuous journey, and… Continue reading

  • A Tale of Anxiety and Using Alcohol to Cope

    Sandra Smith shares her lifelong struggle with anxiety and its evolution, detailing early childhood experiences and coping mechanisms like alcohol, which ultimately exacerbated her mental health issues. Following a turning point in 2020, she embraced sobriety, healthier living, and self-awareness,… Continue reading

  • How Personal Loss Drives Advocacy in Substance Use Disorder

    Larry Lamendola reflects on a monthly steering committee meeting focused on substance use disorder prevention. He advocates for releasing opioid settlement funds to assist those in need, inspired by his daughter Lisa’s loss to addiction. The meeting prompts thoughts on… Continue reading

  • Healing Through Vulnerability: My Personal Journey

    Will Fruin reflects on his post-hospitalization journey of self-discovery and healing after 14.75 years of feeling lost. He emphasizes the importance of embracing vulnerability, overcoming intrusive thoughts, and shedding societal expectations. By accepting his chaotic past, he found community and… Continue reading

  • Dr. Bob: The Most Important Doctor You Don’t Know

    The post reflects on Dr. Bob, co-founder of Alcoholics Anonymous, emphasizing his vital yet overlooked role in helping countless individuals with addiction. While other doctors gain fame, Dr. Bob’s impact lies in providing hope and connection. His legacy is significant,… Continue reading

  • Staying Connected: A Recovery Poem

    David Fischetti reflects on his struggles with alcoholism, noting the constant mental battle he faces. Despite the challenges, he finds solace in faith and love, discovering that connecting with God helps quiet the inner turmoil and allows him to assist… Continue reading

  • When No One’s Watching: How writing music helped save me.

    Ross Hopman reflects on his experiences in recovery through music and self-discovery. Attending Alcoholics Anonymous meetings inspired him to confront his emotions and express them creatively. His songs, released under the moniker Civil Brother, offer a raw and honest portrayal… Continue reading

  • From Grief to Gratitude: A Story of Recovery

    Samantha, a recovering alcoholic with 142 days of sobriety, shares her journey through intense grief after losing her parents to cancer. She turned to alcohol to numb her pain but sought help through a 12-step program, therapy, and support from… Continue reading

  • How Sobriety Changed My World

    Choosing sobriety transformed my life, allowing me to embrace the present and set boundaries that some find challenging. I’ve released the need to fix others and accepted my journey of healing. Sobriety has fostered self-love and strength, enabling me to… Continue reading